Life would be a hell lot easier if I were alone; if I were nobody's sister, nobody's daughter, nobody's friend. I wouldn't have to keep account of my life, not be responsible, not care to fulfil others' requirements of me. Just wake up, do me, sleep, repeat. No more "What would he think?" or "Oh, she'll be so disappointed!" Just fulfil my own wishes and desires and give no shit. I wouldn't have to feel guilty for indulging in things that give me pleasure and happiness or be treated like crap because I'm 'younger'. I could what I like and not be obliged to anybody's expectations but my own. I wouldn't have to lock myself in a room and cry for hours because 'stress got the best of me'. No more "Oh, he's so much better than me" or "Why does she not like me?" Just live life like it was meant to be lived, peacefully.
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