Life would be a hell lot easier if I were alone; if I were nobody's sister, nobody's daughter, nobody's friend. I wouldn't have to keep account of my life, not be responsible, not care to fulfil others' requirements of me. Just wake up, do me, sleep, repeat. No more "What would he think?" or "Oh, she'll be so disappointed!" Just fulfil my own wishes and desires and give no shit. I wouldn't have to feel guilty for indulging in...